Hope...

Well now here's an unsuspected turn of events,i found her.I found the girl i live unconditionally and guess what?I'm never getting together with her but,im ok with that.i gave me hope.I am (or was or still am) in love with nabila.On the first day, we found out that she's the direct descendant of nabi Muhammad S.A.W. that gives her a free pass 2 heaven so jokingly i asked her 2 marry me.Day 2 we we're double matched in my yearbook which is exceedingly rare.on day 3 we we're taking care of Ewie while my mums sending them back.she had her period pain so we comforted her inside the car.as we're doing this marry you by Bruno Mars started playing...I Love her yes,do i want to take it to the next level? probably not now and it probably wont ever happen..do i actually want it to happen? most likely not. Point is i have no idea what i want in life except Death.Im not exactly obsessed with her so i guess that affirms the fact that i love her?Well i love all my great friends so it doesn't make a difference